ever have a moment....

does anyone ever have a moment where they are just like..."forget this!!" ughugh! Yep I am having about 7 of those today.  I just get to the point where I am like- why do I keep trying so hard when nothing works after all my effort? and then when I am at that point it seems like 5 other things don't work out- mistakes with friends made in the past are coming back and kicking me in the ass! and I hate it.  That's my vent session for the day- now I am going to get ready and go see a movie with my friend Andrea- because it seems that the old friends I have are the ones that I can rely on to go out with when I need a moment.

Valentine's Day/Anniversary- I love my husband

Oh Valentines day- here you are again.  Along with Valentine's day my hubby and I get to celebrate an anniversary. Not our wedding anniversary but still, a special one. February 16th is our 4 years/ 6 years.  4 years because its when we got back together- 6 years because that is the total amount of how long we have been together.  Warning: I am about to get sappy about my husband and our relationship.
* I call him Boo- I have no idea when it started or where it came from but I call him that
* I know that he is mad at me when he calls me Trina- not babe- haha
* I love that when he is asleep- he will still roll over and cuddle me when I get into bed
* I love that he has mad cooking skills- even though he rarely uses them
* I love how sweet he is- but he hides it.
* I love that he tries to be my best friend when I don't have one
* When I have my breakdowns- he seriously is the one person that knows how to make it better
* He complains about the TV shows I love but he always is the one that buys the seasons of those shows on DVD for me cause he knows how much I love them
* I love that he complains about how spoiled I am but he still spoils me anyway
* I love how optimistic he is when I am such a downer
* I love watching him play guitar- especially acoustic guitar. It melts my heart <3

These are reasons that I LOVE my Boo :) 

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The longer I am married, the more I discover about myself. Is that weird? Haha Living with someone and giving them all you have really makes you see the kind of person you are…and this is what I have discovered.

I like to be cold, only so I can cuddle

I hate dirty microwaves, the thought of crusty food in there makes me want to vomit

I can easily drink a 24 pack of diet pepsi in like 3 days- I’m a DP junkie

Between myself and my husband we can drink two gallons of milk a week…love milk

I like cooking…when I have the supplies and the time

I LOVE LOVE LOVE to bake-mostly because I like to eat the leftover dough

I CANNOT sleep easily in a queen bed with another person

I like to sleep kind of sideways

I never ever hang up my clothes once I take them off the hanger, even if I don’t wear them

I want to wear scarves with everything I own

I love wearing boots and not heels lately

Getting dressed is what takes me the longest when getting ready

I can do my make-up and hair in 20 minutes if I have to

I was recently diagnosed with RA (rheumatoid arthritis)—It makes me feel helpless in the morning sometimes.

I am an anal clean freak- I will never make fun of my mom or sister again!

I have two sets of friends (good timers and homebodies)

I spend too much money without realizing it

I want to paint every wall in our house—hubbs won’t let me

I am a spoiled brat—and proud of it

I truly love our house, but wish we would have paid more debt off before we bought it

I secretly wish I could drive hubbys car as awesome as he does- even though I make fun of him for it

I HAVE to have a bed time treat-my dad started this with me when I was two

I HEART otter pops

I wish my friends lived closer- I feel a little secluded

I want new carpet in our house like soooooo bad!

I tend to get a little “therapist” with my husband because we were raised differently

I wished I lived closer to my sisters—shout out to Lehi!!

I don’t get mad at situations anymore, I just cry..and cry..and then call my husband. Ha

I call Colby for EVERYTHING-seriously. I have no idea why

I can’t sleep in anymore- not even on the weekends

I like to be in charge at work- even when I hate it- I still like it

I wish I had more of a desk job at times because when 4:30 rolls around the last thing I want to do is go home and cook and clean all night

I want a whole new wardrobe-like right now

I already have too many clothes : /

I am really organized at work but am not organized that well at home

I am kind of not 100% on my career choice

I think deep down I want to work in the fashion industry, but living in Utah doesn’t help with that

I want to spend like 3 weeks in New York- I would rather go there than a beach

I love going out to dinner- doesn’t matter where-just love it

I love writing things down typing things out

Love having a blog even if nobody reads it!! Haha