I have this sudden urge...

to move to Daybreak- I just happened to look at some houses in Daybreak today because I am really wanting to transfer to the new University Health Care Center going up out there and oh.my.gosh.

I am in love with that community.

I hear the HOA is really expensive.

But  so is ours and we don't get a new modern home with a lake!

Maybe I am just burnt out on trying to decorate our house with no money.

But look how cute this house is.

Can't you just see it--white picket fence, kids running around, cozy little home with dinner on the table?

ah my dream world.

you gushed right? cause its Lover-ly. I know.

Just because...

I am stuck in the lab all day today drawing blood

and listening to Adele radio on pandora

I thought now would be as good of time as any (did I say that right? )

to say that

I love HATE snow

especially in the quote... "spring time"

that is all.

nuff said.

Utah weather sucks.

UGH. 

::If you haven't heard of Adele....then we have to break up::

Seriously though.

Like Adel=HUGE place in my heart.

I fell in love with her back in the "Hometown Glory" days.

I drifted.

Relapsed.

and came back.

Her new CD (or album? is that what they call it in the biz?)

melts my heart.

like . so . hard .

Get it.

now.

don't ask questions. Just let it happen. 

and when you do....

I HIGHLY recommend that you listen to

"Turning Tables"

"Set Fire to The Rain"

"Someone Like you"

and

"Rolling in The Deep"

seriously these 4 songs and "Hometown Glory" cause me to sing

at embarrassingly high levels while I drive around and get funny looks from people

because I sing like I am Whitney Houston-you know with the funny arm movements?-

For now here is a little preview for your hearing pleasure.

Adele

(click on me)


 

You.

are.

welcome.

I'm having a moment... I need to vent

Oh man alive- what a day I have had. I had a phone interview today for an MA position in the radiology department at the Salt Lake Clinic...that er um I didn't even know I had.  The manager had called me so I was simply calling him back,  and then all of a sudden before I knew it I was involved in a phone interview.  All the crazy trick questions and the "what would you do if...." 's and all the butterflies moving around in my stomach telling me that I must sound like a complete tard to the guy on the other end of the phone.  So um that was cool....not.  Then a giant shit show- pardon my french- from our manager telling us that we would be doing all our own blood draws now...way cool right? I DID NOT...I repeat DID NOT... sign on to be a phlebotomist as my job.  I am a medical assistant with the skills for drawing blood I don't want to do it all day-if I wanted to then I would be working as a phlebotomist. Good point right? yes I thought so.  Then my sweet hubbs goes to school ( keep in mind that he only has 4 months left until he graduates ) and figures out all his financial aid crap...the crap he discovers is that in 4 months we will be $40,000 dollars in debt. Yeah, way cool.  Which means that each month after he graduates we will owe his stupid school 200 dollars.  We just paid off like 3 of the 5 credit cards that he/we had and now we are going to get some more debt.  I am having these moments of " should we have even bought our freaking town home" and "who cares if I couldn't get home in the snow- we didn't need to buy the all wheel drive CX-7 with the nice new payment" and my ever so favorite one " Why in the hell do we go to school to just pay for it for the rest of our lives?" 

I honestly don't know what in the eff I am doing- All I know is that.... (1) I have wanted to be happy in my career- which I'm not- (2)be successful and finish school- which I haven't-(3)get married to my best friend-ok I have done that- (4)and be a mother- which I am not simply due to the fact that we have debt and are going to get a bunch more and oh yeah...I am not done with school and to get to number 4 you need to have successfully accomplished numbers 1 and 2.  I feel like such a big fat fail and if I hear " you are young, you have plenty of time" one more time I swear to sweet baby Jesus- I will scream and scratch your eyes out! 

PHEW! 

Thanks for letting me vent. Feels good...this venting to no one thing.. get it no one? cause I have no one that reads this bloggity blog. 

something positive? Went to one of my friends weddings this past weekend and got to be dressed up and hang out with my girls.....made me happy for the time. 

the bride in the middle...oh yeah...it was a masquerade style wedding

::DaY sEvEn::

Day seven is "Your Dream Wedding"
So my wonderful, beautiful, special wedding was seven months ago... almost exactly, and although there are some things I would change now it was still amazing.  So....here are some pictures!
::picture overload::

I smashed his face pretty good 

My Beautiful Bridesmaids 

Cute shoes!! I loved their shoes! 

Colb has two siblings

Um..I have a few more. haha 

:: Something blue- My Rosary::

::Something old- My great grandmothers watch::

::Something borrowed- my sisters veil::

Something new was my dress : )

Brooke was having wardrobe malfunctions

I love you Boo :) 

Day-Town population number 6

Darling day 6 would be "A photo of an animal you would love to keep as a pet"
Seeing as how I don't really like strange animals... I'm a dog or horse person, I don't like cats, birds, fish, teacup pigs, tiny monkeys or anything like that.  I remember when I was little I always wanted one of these but my dad use to say " you have the real thing, why would you want a miniature version of it?" haha and that makes perfect sense to me now that I am older but when I was little I couldn't understand why my dad wouldn't let me have the little version until I was too big for it.  But they are still cute, especially the paint ones--love me some paint horses.

Day F-F-F-Five

" a photo of yourself from two years ago"
This picture makes me want my short hair again :( look how cute short hair is....aahhh I have to stop thinking about it, I have been working so hard at growing my hair out. Two years ago I was in a serious relationship with Colby, about to turn 21 (woohoo!!) and um...working and going to school...same thing I am doing now ha! so I guess it's not that crazy different.  Oh..I was going to get engaged later that year...so that's exciting!